2019-03-13 15:57:21 2019-03-12 18:17:00 2019-03-12 18:17:00 4313440
Hate the fact that making cool things is hard. Imagine you don't like your text editor / operating system / whole internet and make a new better one overnight. Hell, I'd make my own literally everything if I could. I'd spend eternity doing it. But no, everything takes at least 10 years, and I only got one life to spend collaborating with people I can't control. Sorry to pollute the public space with this but I'm just really annoyed and I don't know how to deal with it.
2019-03-12 01:39:38 2019-03-11 14:52:07 2019-03-11 14:52:07 4292131
I'm so SICK of stuff not working. When I dreamed of being a programmer as a child, it never occurred to me that writing the actual code is going to be the easiest, least time-consuming, and generally fun part. Now it feels like I am betrayed by my dream. Because whatever I'm trying to do, I keep running into weird issues, not covered by documentation, not answered on StackOverflow, not heard of by professionals I talk with. It's just too much of a headache to keep trying to fix what other people broke. All fun and games when you're just screwing around, exploring cool things you like. But say you need to get the job done? Nah.